Typical Tuesday

I revealed to my little FB world today about Asher's dirty deeds. He's a poop smearer. I don't want to relive all of the details because I know all too well there will be another version of this day. It may be worse; it may not be as bad. That's up to Asher, I guess.

I had comments and messages on my video. Lots of suggestions were made and I made some great connections with people. That is the main reason for all of this. I am getting advice and getting therapy too. Sometimes I write it down or make a video to make sure this is not just a dream. Like, did this really just happen to me??

As the day ends, I feel much better. I spoke with my momma today after the fiasco. She knows this kid and can picture exactly how it all went down. She knows me too. She knows that while I was laughing today, I also cry. She tries her best to calm me down and tell me that it's all ok--that we will survive this. She also reminds me that tomorrow is Wednesday and she will be with my dad to pick Asher up for therapy. 🙏

All I can say is that it could be worse. Asher is still my angel. Yes, we had a shitty day, but that was TODAY and tomorrow is TOMORROW.

THE CHAIR!!

MY TURD!!

How could I stay mad at this face?!?!